梦~dreamland

17 march 2011

2011-04-20T07:07:00.000-07:00

ITS HOLIDAYS! so its time for me to update my blog. i know that i have abandoned you for a very long time d. hehehe
exam is finally over!!! and i hate exam as usual :/ *praying hard for my result*
please i duwan to be so suffer next sem again. I WANT GRADUATE! pleaseeeeeeeee!

have been thinking a lots of thing recently. hmmm.
feel tired of my life, surroundings, ......
after so many things happen, i realized that
life ain't that easy as i thought
human ain't that simple as i thought
anyways,
i just want to be myself
i want change to be better and hope i can do it :D

a very late post here i know. hahah

happy 10th month anniversary to us

i love you my boyfriend <3

time flies and we have been together for 11months now :)
i'm glad that i have you be with me in these past few months :)
thanks for everything darling i love youuuuu! :D

and i really miss you darling!!! ahhh i dont really like holidays actually :(
i wonder when can i get my freedom. hmm
hope the day will come soon :)

2010-12-18T01:04:00.000-08:00

law test is over! but final is coming :(
arghhhhhhhhh! i dont wanna to fail anymore this time. thats why im always so stress about it.
oh well, i just want to say sorry to xiao bi and ah bi that im kinda abnormal whenever it comes to exam/test period. i know i was abit over stressed. haha. thanks for trying to help me release my stress my dears!! :) <3 *banyak loves* !! :D

and sorry to you that im kinda bad mood during test. thanks for being here with me and cheer me all the time :)) i love you darling ! <3<3<3

happy day! :D

2010-12-01T04:56:00.000-08:00

sushi day! :)

me and him <3

my love :D

i love kani tama maki!!

dunno what the hell he eat. haha

p/s: just want to say I LOVE YOU DARLING!!!! <3 :)

2010-11-17T08:46:00.000-08:00

眼看着那一字一句
看着看着不知怎么的
眼前的字都变得模糊了
心也突然地一阵刺痛

心不懂怎么了~

2010-11-09T04:14:00.000-08:00

心痛，心不舒服，心有点难过
可是却不知道原因来自哪里
也许心渐渐地没感觉了
也许心渐渐地死了
也许心只是一时迷失了方向
心需要一点时间
只要一点时间可能就会找回它的方向

P/S：如果看到了，别问我任何东西. 纯粹有感而发

2010-09-11T07:26:00.000-07:00

找不到平衡点
好像怎么做都是错的
好像抛开一切流浪去....

:(

2010-08-26T11:02:00.000-07:00

i hate it when i cant control my temper!

im sorry for today:(

2010-08-16T10:08:00.000-07:00

身边的是非实在太多了
事事与非非我不想理
不是不想理而是没有这个能力去理
这一切都不是在我能控制的范围之内

唯一失望唯一感慨的是
原来我不重要

原本的梦我想暂时无法实现了

突然好想抛开一切
到个陌生的地方去流浪

FML

2010-05-26T09:57:00.000-07:00

i think im really poor in expression.
how useless am i.......

sweet and memorable 19th birthday ♥

2010-05-20T06:21:00.000-07:00

Thank you my darling and my dear friends for the surprises. I was really so surprised and touched! You all are my best friends ever! Seriously I feel that I’m very lucky to have you all as friends. I love all of you and appreciate you all.

Xiao bii, thank you for being there for me all the time when I need you. Thank you for letting me cried on your shoulder. Thank you for listening to me and share everything with me. Thank you for everything xiao bii. You know what, I really do appreciate and love you as you are my true friend. we no need say much but just understand each other:) Yes, I believe there is forever friendship. Though we might be have different road to walk next time, but you are my forever friend and my forever xiao bii. and thank for the video xiao bii, you made me cry:'( Domo arigato gozaimasu! I love you♥

Min yen, I know that you skipped your class to give me the surprise and celebrate my birthday. I really so touched. Thank you so much my bao bei! Haha. remember that four of us had 出生入死 twice before?haha.Although we are different college now but as you know I love you always and you are always in my heart.haha.you are my forever friend ♥

Shan hui, i know that you duwan go out recently. thank you for willing to go out that day for me? haha.still remember how we know each other? Haha. Do you believe that it is a fate? We know each other not for a very long time but we can become close friend in a short time. I seriously like you this friend. I like to argue with you fight with you though that you always bully me.haha. remember no matter how we will always beside you. Come to us whenever you need us. hugs!

yee min and joanne, thank you for the surprises too:) im so happy to have you all as housemates! we stay together, jokes together, laugh together, study together.... you all are like apart of my family:) we are happy family! haha

ee nee, such a nice friend you are! glad to be your friend seriously.love you and thank you for the present:)

cha tao, thank you for helping prepared all the things and the surprise.haha.thank you so much:) btw, you still owe me TAO!! hahaha

elvin pOo and ck, thank you for the surprise too haha.and thank you for always fetching us around! hahaha

and never forget my hunmei's dearest. thank you for the wishes. i really miss you girls so much. miss the moments when we are together. although all of us studied in different college and seldom meet each other but you girls are always in my heart! i will never forget those memories that belong to us. hunmei forever! love you girls! ♥♥♥

and lastly thank you my darling ♥♥♥ , thank you for the surprises that you gave me.thank you for gave me the sweet and memorable birthday :D thank you for the ferrero rocher that you did it for me. i know that you didnt sleep for whole night and just to do that for me:) thank you darling! appreciate it so much♥ remember what we said? life is up and down, and of course there are happiness and sadness in our life but we will be there for each other right? and we had go through many things with each other:) sorry that sometimes i just keep quiet when we're together, you know that im just dumb in showing my feelings. but every words you said to me and every things that you did for me i do appreciate and keep it in my heart. thank you for everything darling! i love you♥

♥thank you my dear friends for the present♥

♥♥♥

you look like retarded! hahaha

my sweeties♥♥♥

the guys:)

the love one♥

♥BFF♥

14 days to go:(

2010-05-01T09:46:00.000-07:00

imissyouimissyouimissyousodamnmuch!

miss you

2010-03-28T06:27:00.000-07:00

下雨天了怎么办我好想你
不敢打给你我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音
变得好熟悉
沉默的场景做你的代替
陪我听雨滴
期待让人越来越沉溺
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞一个人擦泪
一个人好累
怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑才能够有你的体贴
其实没有我你分不清那些
差别接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

2009-12-13T08:32:00.000-08:00

hope that i can have a happy and different Christmas eve ♥

给某人的话

2009-12-06T10:55:00.000-08:00

I'm going to die SOON !!!
i was wasting my time while i lack of time

过去了就让它过去
在懊恼也于事无补了
你说我不明白你的感受
其实我明白
我明白那种错过的感受
我们都要学会放下学会向前看而不是一再地往后看
回忆的意义仅在于过去
也许这件事就能证明你已成功了一半
这未尝不是一件好事
放下吧别再执着了

2009-11-22T04:41:00.000-08:00

nowadays my life full of assignment, presentation and test
account assignment, volley ball assignment, IT test, summary test, presentation in this week!!!

Wednesday

woke up at 12 smtg and continue do my assignment
after pass up our assignment, back to hostel and study IT as 2ml we have IT test!!sigh
study till around 4 am
but i totally dun understand!!! so sad
feel like give up this subject!

Thursday

wake up earlier in the next morning to REDO my volley ball assignment
you guys know why..haha
im so tired
finally today was over
passed up my assignment, stupid IT test was over although i duno how to answer
Eng presentation was over too..hahahahhaha
can have a good rest today...yeah!
but next week still need to pass up eng outline and have account test=(

i hate account assignment !!!

2009-11-20T10:37:00.000-08:00

Monday

watched 2012 today
it's really a nice movie
me and eve cry like shit haha
everyone should watch it

feel that wanna hug my friends and family after watching this movie
we should appreciate what we have now=)

Tuesday

doing our account assignment WHOLE DAY as we did last minute work AGAIN
it was so sucks
we cant even balance in our trial balance!!!
i think we redo it more than 10 times!
and because of this stupid account assignment i sleep at 6.30am
i sleep when it was already MORNING
i woke up at 12smtg and didnt attend macro and acc class..
me and eve were still try to correcting the assignment and make it balance
but in the end we still cant make it..sigh
i think we will get low mark in this assgnment
it make me hate account now!

since we are lack of time
i ate 8 slices of in whole day!hahaha

im going to become 'bread face' hahaha

happy birthday to my dearest eve

2009-11-17T00:55:00.000-08:00

Sunday

im sorry that i cant go celebrate your birthday with you on sat
i really wanna go but as you noe i cant :(
although i din go that day but my heart is always with you..haha

we did a surprise for birthday girl today
and it was sooooo successful..woohoo
proud of ourselves=D
luckily that birthday girl was really retarded hahaha
she totally din sense what we planned..
you are so 'xin fu' that have us as friends..hahaha
happy birthday girl
you are legal congratulations
big girl now d dun scare in everything okay

im happy that have you as my best friend
we hang out together
we study together
we sing together
we sleep together
we share secretes
we accept each others' flaw
we love each other
love you and best friend forever!!!

happy birthday to you=)

birthday girl

my girl ♥

感触

2009-11-08T06:44:00.000-08:00

受了伤的心再怎么弥补裂痕依然会存在
都已于事无补了
何况你并不是在弥补你只是一再的伤害

一个错误的选择错误的决定
就足以毁掉一个人的一生
付出的代价真的需要如此的大吗

p/s: dun ask me anything.tq(只是一时感触）

family day

2009-10-19T09:55:00.000-07:00

family day again~
because of my sis back from KL and going back today
so we decided go tao at autocity for our breakfast+lunch+dinner..haha
it was really nice
we ordered a lots of food *keep ordering the food* haha
i love the scallop and crabmeat with cheese~so nice=)
we ate a lot that day..everyone so full when we left..haha

pictures

delicious~ *this is just a small part of our food*

she is so cute and naughty*

fiona with me

we like to take pic in toilet..haha

sisters *love*

happy deepavali~

2009-10-18T08:37:00.000-07:00

happy deepavali to everyone~~
mum planned to cook chicken chop today
so we having our dinner at outside the hse with homecook chicken chop+balacan fried rice
duno whose idea to do that..
celebrating deepavali?? i duno..whatever lah..haha
but im not indian!haha

preparing dinner?i think..=)

our food~outside the hse
all of the foods prepared by my mum
*thank you so much mummy=)

yummy~

we were so high that day..haha

15.10.09

2009-10-15T05:43:00.000-07:00

finally we joined volley ball at this sem..
but we had made a wrong decision!!we should not join this..
my hand was cacat now..damn pain !!
i duno why should we join sport at college??!!
whatever!!what can we do is just face the fact and continue it!
and countdown for the next 7 weeks!
actually its quite fun but i have no talent to play volley ball..
i noe im useless..=(
im so worry that i cant pass the test..wish me good luck please~~

心情的记载

2009-09-29T09:24:00.000-07:00

最近家里发生很多事
也不知道我们家走什么衰运

总之不管发生什么事
我们都会在你身边支持你
记得你还有我们
我们会一直在你身边支持你保护你

16.09.09

2009-09-16T08:45:00.000-07:00

朋友谢谢你们
当我伤心时你们总会在我身边陪着我
当我流泪时有你们的肩膀借我依靠着
当我遇到困难时在我身边支持我帮我度过难关
当我无助时在我身边扶助我

谢谢你们与我分享我的喜怒哀乐
你们让我看见了友情的可贵
我会珍惜与你们吃喝玩乐的时光
因为这会是我一生中美好的回忆

WTF!!!!!!!

2009-09-14T02:22:00.000-07:00

damn it !!!! you will pay for what you have done!!!

2 days before exam~~

2009-09-03T05:35:00.000-07:00

having our steamboat 2day..we prepared a lot of foods 2 here..its nice~~
all of us carrying da bao xiao bao when we reached our hostel..so heavy..duh
after all of us reached our hostel, we started clean up our rooms..
n shan hui said tat she will only wash the fan 3 months later..haha

after our steamboat we went to sunset bistro to have a walk..
we totally dun have exam mood..
how cum we so relax..haha..
we took a lot of funny photo at there..especially min yen n shan hui..

our food~~

she so happy with washing all the plates..haha

we hate rubbish actually..

累~~

2009-08-16T09:56:00.000-07:00

好累的周末..非一般的累~~

!!!!

2009-08-16T09:53:00.000-07:00

i hate rubbish seriously!!!!!!

10.08.09

2009-08-12T23:15:00.000-07:00

妈咪..今天是你的生日..可是我却没跟你一起庆祝..
第一次没跟你庆祝生日..觉得有点内疚..祝你生日快乐哦..

今天我们去了学院办的 odyssey night..非一般的闷..
所以我们都选择出去拍照..然后就出去吃东西..
我忘了哪个地方叫什么名了..应该算是印度食物吧..
还蛮好吃的..不懂是不是我太饿了..

update 了...

2009-08-05T09:42:00.000-07:00

朋友们..我终于update 我的blog 了..甘愿了..别再骂我了..我真的很懒..haha..
这个月起 shan hui n yee min 也搬来跟我们一起住了..
往后的日子应该很吵吧..evelyn 跟shan hui 永远都吵不完的..烦到..
再加上 joanne 的笑声..哇..不能想象这个家会如何倒下..haha..
应该会很热闹吧..其实这感觉还不错啦..:)

今天跟班上同学去看了 land of the lost..其实我觉得这部戏还好..
不懂为什么我们的joanne 会笑到这样夸张..haha..她真的好好笑哦..
我们拍了上百张的照片..好会拍哦我们..都是一群自恋狂..haha

病了~

2009-06-16T05:24:00.000-07:00

生病的第三天了..还以为今天能好..结果kanasai..还是一样唉..sien nia
生病的感觉真的不好受很痛苦..头痛到爆炸..脸上的皮肤残到像粪酱..
超讨厌生病..谁会喜欢啊？真是的..

今天紫琦来找我们..真好..过后敏彦在我们去吃东西..
那里的食物全部都看起来好好吃哦..可是！！我都不可以吃..
太过分了..现在什么都吃不下..吃什么都想要呕..
我不管..下个星期我一定要去吃..哈哈..
能吃东西的感觉真的很幸福..

刚才evelyn yeoh 煮面线给我吃..不错嘛..满好吃的..虽然我有点吃不下..
但真的满好吃..谢谢哦..hehe

2009-06-11T06:33:00.000-07:00

2day we cook our lunch n dinner by ourselves..wahaha..
although its look not nice but its really delicious...really~
n its only cost RM3.8o...hw could we make these..bravo..haha.
just wanna say 有饭吃的感觉真好~~~

insects!!

2009-06-08T10:26:00.000-07:00

INSECTS!!!!!i hate insects..y our hse have so many insects..
especially bees!! i hate it..its really horrible n terrible..
i think we should buy sheltox next time...haha..
2day gt two stupid bees fly in our living room again..
we had settle the bees v using 15min i thk..
luckily eve brave than me a bit...haha..
she settle the two bees..

after tat i was hungry n i hv ntg 2 eat...
my hse hv ntg 2 eat d!!so sad...
i hv 2 refill the food d..
at last i ate my ba zang tat i kept more than 1 week in refrigerator..
as i really hungry..although juz nw was already 11pm..haa

my edited foto

2009-05-28T06:50:00.000-07:00

the blogskin nice onot?haha..
its done by evelyn o..haha..
i like it so much..haha..thx 2 her so much..haha..
but tat about me is nt the real luh...EVELYN YEOH

i have started my college life on 25th of may..
act im nt used 2 it..cuz i really long tym din study d..
haha..feel tat my brain cant function d..haha..

n tiz few days i have ntg 2 do..so i keep edit foto..
haha..act we gt assignment n homework 2 do..
but i lazy 2 do it..haha..

my 1st blog

2009-05-18T00:50:00.000-07:00

hi friends..i finally start 2 write my blog d..
act is evelyn yeoh force me 2 do it..haha
today is the 1st day of orientation.and its also my birthday
oh no..y orientation wan start tiz day..
but my bday in this year is better than last few years..
at least its not during exam...
i should be happy..haha..
the 1st day of orientation is quite boring..
n me n eve is really rush in this morning..
after orientation we quickly back home 2 clean up our thgs..cuz my mum is cuming..haha

i had celebrate my bday v my frens at our hse..hehe..
1st cuming are cj,bg n szen..thx 2 u all i noe is quite far 2 u guys.
after tat is wm n the last is myen..she always late..haha..juz kidin..
act she is late bcuz she order pizza 4 me..haha..thx alot..
my mum have prepared some foods 4 us..really thx 2 her..haha..
after tat we play guo wang you xi..we are so noisy at tat tym..haha..
bg n eve is really funny..haha
sudd my sis cuming n she holding a notebook..
wow..its really surprise..although its paid by myself n ofcuz my dad had help me cover half of the cost..haha...
i tot she din buy it 4 me..haha..
they all back home about 10smtg..so early..
bcuz some of them have 2 study on the next day..so its ok lah..hehe..
tats all 4 2day..thx 2 all of u cuming my bday party..
n thx 4 the present too..hehe..hope u guys enjoyed it..

some foto take by my sis..oh no y i wear lyk tis..

my bday present..haha..thx 2 u all..
n eve has gave me a surprise last nite..love u so much..haha
p/s some present i din take foto..4give me..haha